Feelings 4U!!!

Can you tell the way,
I feel for you?
The way i treat you,
different from others?

Have you known,
the way i look at you,
is so much different from the way
I look at others?

The way my heart,
beats faster whenever i was around you?
Just by one simple touch,
just one simple speech,
all the blood rise up,
from my heart to my red hot cheek.

Everyone around me,
could tell that the way i look at you,
was so much different.

Or maybe not,
that i've hiden my feelings
deep down into the bottom of all things...
Hiden it till it was no longer visible.

But only one person knew,
of one out of the all out of the all.
It was visible to her,
extreme to the top of a building.

Recently,
when you start telling me
that you have many female friends,
My cheek almost went red,
not the hot red when i was shy,
but the hot red due to the jealousy.

I dont know how it felt,
and knew you wont care much.
Even if i told you so,
you would just simply,
turn and leave me
there dying along.
Alone.

The longing that i've,
for you was much greater.
But i couldnt speach about it,
where small talks around you and me
would romoured out of many mouth.
I've drown,
and i could not tell anyone,
that wasn't trust worthy.

I've drown once,
i will continue with it,
and live with it.
Drowning it with all unchanging activities
i could find.

It will go the same as you,
where I drown,
dying in the ocean,
dying in that deep blue sea,
that was so deep
that no one could ever get to the bottom of it.

No matter how much
i would have to try,

i must find that perfect way,
to play with this deep compasionate for you.
Killing it,
breaking it to a million pieces,
breaking that impured heart
into a much more million pieces.

And that broken heart,
could not be return.
Left there,
dying
and rotting.
Where no one
would notice,
and care for that one piece.

With those pieces of crack heart bits,
many would step,
and stab in.
Breaking it,
till it could no longer be recovered.



DreamChaser>_<